Moonspellwitchy

Moonspellwitchy: Relizing i must belive in myself more

2010-11-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: Relizing i must belive in myself more: "So this weekend i have been celebrating my first Samhain and the energy as been amazing :-) Yesterday i was at my parents house for lunch a..."

Relizing i must belive in myself more

2010-11-01T10:00:00.000-07:00

So this weekend i have been celebrating my first Samhain and the energy as been amazing :-)

Yesterday i was at my parents house for lunch and tea we had a small party with fireworks and my little boy loved it, He was so excited that he woke at 5:30 in the morning (not good) lol He could not wait to dress in his Zombie costume and watch the fireworks, I now wonder what he will be like in the run up to Yule/Christmas but anyways that will be a whole different story . I didn't do a ritual just lit some candles for our ancestors to show my respect for them. But today i did a meditation to calm and relax myself In this meditation i saw my nan and my partners farther who i have never met but felt like i knew if u know what i mean also i never saw picture of him either so i was very shocked when i describe his farther and was exactly right. Before this i always thought that in my meditations i was seeing something in my imagination but now i know what i am seeing isn't if you know wot i mean lol So from now on i will listen more to my visions.

OK the diet is going quite well have lost half a stone so hopefully going the right direction still feeling the diabetes but hey i will have that for life now. Haven't even tried to conceive this month as my partner has had food poisoning so another month wasted #sigh#

OK think i will leave it there for now and leave a pic of my boy as a zombie lol

Moonspellwitchy: Getting backk to the blog

2010-10-16T07:49:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: Getting back to the blog: "Gosh haven't written on here in a while i actually kept forgetting to write and then a friend on twitter reminded me i still had a blog than..."

Getting backk to the blog

2010-10-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

Gosh haven't written on here in a while i actually kept forgetting to write and then a friend on twitter reminded me i still had a blog thanks witchsilverblade and hope u feel better soon #hugs#

OK so my life since the last time i wrote on here as been busy. My little boy started nursery cant believe he is at nursery already. Feel like his growing to quick he will be four in January #shock# and he already as a girlfriend at three whats he going to be like when his a teenager lol Anyway he loves it but i am a bit sad because i feel like his to independent already #sigh# and i still have no sign of number 2 ever happening. I did actually think i was preg this month 3 days late not like me i am never late so i felt a little hope then was crushed when she finally arrived its getting a bit to much now :-(

As for the diet its not happening lol But i vow to start again Monday as i really would like a Chinese tonight lol as for the diabetes i am trying to block this out i really don't want to have this disease and i know i have no choice but i seem to block it out as much as i can till i feel ill then i try to be good but its not easy i am not one for being told wot to do .

As for my witchy studies i really need to get back into this again also as i have also let this slip. I am not very good at keeping at things am i i need a kick up the backside

This is my favourite season i love autumn i love how the leaves change colour and the lovely reds oranges and golds and then of course we have samhaim and i will be honouring my ancestors and also this will be my first samhaim and i am pretty excited can feel the energy in the air already :-)

OK think that's it for now I almost forgot i also go engaged also :-)

have a blessed day everyone )0(

Moonspellwitchy: Fed up

2010-08-26T04:47:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: Fed up: "OK so the reason i am fed up is because i am ill yet again with a stomach problem. I just would like to feel normal again Like i used to fee..."

Fed up

2010-08-26T04:45:00.000-07:00

OK so the reason i am fed up is because i am ill yet again with a stomach problem. I just would like to feel normal again Like i used to feel #sigh# Don't feel like i will ever have another child because i cant seem to feel well. All though my blood sugars have now come down a little i still am feeling rough arrggg

is anyone else out there diabetic? or ttc maybe we could help each other

right that's my rant over with lol

As for other news my little boy went to see Ben and Holly out of Ben and Holly's little kingdom at our local shopping centre he loved it and got a free magazine and dvd so if they come near you and your kids are fans i recommend going :-)

i am still looking for pen pals if any ones intrested then leave me a msg

blessed be x

Penpals

2010-08-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Forgot to say in my last post i am looking for penpals from anywhere hopefully english speaking because its the only language i know lol so if anyones intrested leave me ur e-mail or e-mail me or if ur on twitter then dm me

i am going now lol

blessed be x

Moonspellwitchy: sock dog

2010-08-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: sock dog: "sock dog"

Moonspellwitchy: sock kitty

2010-08-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: sock kitty: "sock kitty"

2010-08-23T07:36:00.001-07:00

sock kitty

2010-08-23T07:34:00.001-07:00

sock dog

Moonspellwitchy: So its been a while since my last post so thought...

2010-08-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: So its been a while since my last post so thought...: "So its been a while since my last post so thought i would come along and update the blog lol OK diet as gone a bit pear shaped but started..."

2010-08-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

So its been a while since my last post so thought i would come along and update the blog lol

OK diet as gone a bit pear shaped but started back on it 2day because i am so fed up of not feeling well i need to sort myself out so feel free to slap me if i do not stay on it this time .
ttc is not going well everyone seems to be pregnant or just had a baby and its making me jealous who said ttc was easy not me for sure been trying over a year now and is getting me down but i am trying to stay positive even though its getting harder and harder to do so #sigh#
As for my magic work have still not done any. Is it me or is there not enough hours in the day mm i really need to. Been trying to meditate least once a week which i feel really peaceful for Last time i meditated i met a giant what is in my subconscious mind .
Also i have started to make sock creatures i have made two so far a doggie and a cat which since i haven't sewed since primary school look pretty good . I will try to get pics up on here of them wish me luck but they are on my twit pic account :-)
so that's it for now i know haven't wrote much running out of time again wish me luck with my diet

Blessed be )0( x

Moonspellwitchy: So its been over a week since i last posted. Been ...

2010-08-05T04:36:00.000-07:00

Moonspellwitchy: So its been over a week since i last posted. Been ...: "So its been over a week since i last posted. Been busy and also had no internet as my dozy neighbours decided to cut through the cable with ..."

2010-08-05T04:29:00.000-07:00

So its been over a week since i last posted. Been busy and also had no internet as my dozy neighbours decided to cut through the cable with a pick axe mm enough said lol

Its day 3 of the diet going ok even drinking water again my body thinks its its birthday and has hydration .

Just had a session meditating wow good one today. Was rowing down a river could here the birds singing and the animals going about there business i felt at peace. I rowed for a while till i came to a wooden hut. I decided to go and investigate further. I had to walk up these wooden steps. There were 10 in total i knocked on the door and was asked in. Sitting inside was a young chinese women she told me her name was kun-yung or kun yang something like that. She offered me some green tea which i accepted and we chatted for a while cant remember much of the conversation really. She asked me if i would like to wonder around her lovely island garden to which i replied yes. A huge snake appeared it made me jump but didn't scare me. The lady told me the snake was her friend and would guide me around the garden. We left through the back door and i walked down five steps. The garden was lovely and the birds were singing and it was so peaceful. The snake signaled me to follow him which i did all the time taking in the sounds and smells. I then heard a noise that made me jump and there in front of me was a huge dragon. I walked towards the dragon and he spoke to me asked me if i would like to take a ride on his back to which i accepted. I felt so lite and free on his back and enjoying the views which were amazing. We then came back down to the garden and the snake appeared again.(wish i knew the name) The dragon said goodbye to me a flew off. I watched him fly and thought i hoped i saw him again. We then carried on walking through the garden i then saw something out of my eye it was the fae attending to there work. The snake hinted to me to carry on walking so i did we came to the steps at the back of the hut. I walked up them and was met by the chinese lady again she gave me more tea and then we said our goodbyes i thanked her and then left. it finished with me on the boat just laying there relaxing.

Sometimes i wonder what my meditations mean lol

Well best get going my son will be back soon so the noise will start lol i love it really going to miss him when he goes to nursery.

Huge hugs and blessed be )0(

Merry Meet all :-)

2010-07-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

Ok so i decided to wright a blog never even attempted to do one before but thought it could be a good idear of releasing the thoughts in my mind and also my flustrations.

So for my first post i thought i would tell you a little about myself-

Well I've recently arrived on the path of the goddess and god i am learning lots and gaining knowledge by reading books. I am a solitary witch and i believe this is my path in life.. I have yet to do magic of any sort although magic is everywhere i know. The best magic is nature itself and the pure beauty of mother earth always amazes me.
The next part of my life is being diabetic I have recently been diagnosed and at first thought hey I'm not going to die but as the months have gone by i have rebelled against it eating what i want not taken my tablets not even going to the doctors now my blood levels high and i need to sort this out . Also i have been trying for baby number 2 and it is not happening either i also need to lose weight .

So this blog is going to be about my magic/diabetes/ttc and trying to lose weight as well as other moans and groans :-)

blessed be x