Thursday, 26 August 2010

Moonspellwitchy: Fed up

Moonspellwitchy: Fed up: "OK so the reason i am fed up is because i am ill yet again with a stomach problem. I just would like to feel normal again Like i used to fee..."

Fed up

OK so the reason i am fed up is because i am ill yet again with a stomach problem. I just would like to feel normal again Like i used to feel #sigh# Don't feel like i will ever have another child because i cant seem to feel well. All though my blood sugars have now come down a little i still am feeling rough arrggg

is anyone else out there diabetic? or ttc maybe we could help each other

right that's my rant over with lol

As for other news my little boy went to see Ben and Holly out of  Ben and Holly's little kingdom  at our local shopping centre he loved it and got a free magazine and dvd  so if they come near you and your kids are fans i recommend going :-)

i am still looking for pen pals if any ones intrested then leave me a msg

blessed be x

Monday, 23 August 2010

Penpals

Forgot to say in my last post i am looking for penpals from anywhere hopefully english speaking because its the only language i know lol  so if anyones intrested leave me ur e-mail or e-mail me or if ur on twitter then dm me

i am going now lol

blessed be x

Moonspellwitchy: sock dog

Moonspellwitchy: sock dog: "sock dog"

Moonspellwitchy: sock kitty

Moonspellwitchy: sock kitty: "sock kitty"
sock kitty
sock dog

Moonspellwitchy: So its been a while since my last post  so thought...

Moonspellwitchy: So its been a while since my last post so thought...: "So its been a while since my last post so thought i would come along and update the blog lol OK diet as gone a bit pear shaped but started..."
So its been a while since my last post  so thought i would come along and update the blog lol

OK diet as gone a bit pear shaped but started back on it 2day because i am so fed up of not feeling well i need to sort myself out so feel free to slap me if i do not stay on it this time .
ttc is not going well everyone seems to be pregnant or just had a baby and its making me jealous who said ttc was easy not me for sure been trying over a year now and is getting me down but i am trying to stay positive even though its getting harder and harder to do so #sigh#
As for my magic work have still not done any. Is it me or is there not enough hours in the day mm i really need to. Been trying to meditate least once a week which i feel really peaceful for  Last time i meditated i met a giant  what is in my subconscious mind .
Also i have started to make sock creatures i have made two so far a doggie and a cat which since i haven't sewed since primary school look pretty good . I will try to get pics up on here of them wish me luck but they are on my twit pic account :-)
so that's it for now i know haven't wrote much running out of time again wish me luck with my diet

Blessed be )0( x

Thursday, 5 August 2010

Moonspellwitchy: So its been over a week since i last posted. Been ...

Moonspellwitchy: So its been over a week since i last posted. Been ...: "So its been over a week since i last posted. Been busy and also had no internet as my dozy neighbours decided to cut through the cable with ..."
So its been over a week since i last posted. Been busy and also had no internet as my dozy neighbours decided to cut through the cable with a pick axe mm enough said lol

Its day 3 of the diet going ok even drinking water again my body thinks its its birthday and has hydration .

Just had a session meditating wow good one today. Was rowing down a river could here the birds singing and the animals going about there business i felt at peace. I rowed for a while till i came to a wooden hut. I decided to go and investigate further. I had to walk up these wooden steps. There were 10 in total i knocked on the door and was asked in. Sitting inside was a young chinese women she told me her name was kun-yung or kun yang something like that. She offered me some green tea which i accepted and we chatted for a while cant remember much of the conversation really. She asked me if i would like to wonder around her lovely island garden to which i replied yes. A huge snake appeared it made me jump but didn't scare me. The lady told me the snake was her friend and would guide me around the garden. We left through the back door and i walked down five steps. The garden was lovely and the birds were singing and it was so peaceful. The snake signaled me to follow him which i did all the time taking in the sounds and smells. I then heard a noise that made me jump and there in front of me was a huge dragon. I walked towards the dragon and he spoke to me asked me if i would like to take a ride on his back to which i accepted. I felt so lite and free on his back and enjoying the views which were amazing. We then came back down to the garden and the snake appeared again.(wish i knew the name) The dragon said goodbye to me a flew off. I watched him fly and thought i hoped i saw him again. We then carried on walking through the garden i then saw something out of my eye it was the fae attending to there work. The snake hinted to me to carry on walking so i did we came to the steps at the back of the hut. I walked up them and was met by the chinese lady again she gave me more tea and then we said our goodbyes i thanked her and then left. it finished with me on the boat just laying there relaxing.

Sometimes i wonder what my meditations mean lol

Well best get going my son will be back soon so the noise will start lol i love it really going to miss him when he goes to nursery.

Huge hugs and blessed be )0(