Monday, 1 November 2010
Moonspellwitchy: Relizing i must belive in myself more
Moonspellwitchy: Relizing i must belive in myself more: "So this weekend i have been celebrating my first Samhain and the energy as been amazing :-) Yesterday i was at my parents house for lunch a..."
Relizing i must belive in myself more
So this weekend i have been celebrating my first Samhain and the energy as been amazing :-)
Yesterday i was at my parents house for lunch and tea we had a small party with fireworks and my little boy loved it, He was so excited that he woke at 5:30 in the morning (not good) lol He could not wait to dress in his Zombie costume and watch the fireworks, I now wonder what he will be like in the run up to Yule/Christmas but anyways that will be a whole different story . I didn't do a ritual just lit some candles for our ancestors to show my respect for them. But today i did a meditation to calm and relax myself In this meditation i saw my nan and my partners farther who i have never met but felt like i knew if u know what i mean also i never saw picture of him either so i was very shocked when i describe his farther and was exactly right. Before this i always thought that in my meditations i was seeing something in my imagination but now i know what i am seeing isn't if you know wot i mean lol So from now on i will listen more to my visions.
OK the diet is going quite well have lost half a stone so hopefully going the right direction still feeling the diabetes but hey i will have that for life now. Haven't even tried to conceive this month as my partner has had food poisoning so another month wasted #sigh#
OK think i will leave it there for now and leave a pic of my boy as a zombie lol
Yesterday i was at my parents house for lunch and tea we had a small party with fireworks and my little boy loved it, He was so excited that he woke at 5:30 in the morning (not good) lol He could not wait to dress in his Zombie costume and watch the fireworks, I now wonder what he will be like in the run up to Yule/Christmas but anyways that will be a whole different story . I didn't do a ritual just lit some candles for our ancestors to show my respect for them. But today i did a meditation to calm and relax myself In this meditation i saw my nan and my partners farther who i have never met but felt like i knew if u know what i mean also i never saw picture of him either so i was very shocked when i describe his farther and was exactly right. Before this i always thought that in my meditations i was seeing something in my imagination but now i know what i am seeing isn't if you know wot i mean lol So from now on i will listen more to my visions.
OK the diet is going quite well have lost half a stone so hopefully going the right direction still feeling the diabetes but hey i will have that for life now. Haven't even tried to conceive this month as my partner has had food poisoning so another month wasted #sigh#
OK think i will leave it there for now and leave a pic of my boy as a zombie lol
Saturday, 16 October 2010
Moonspellwitchy: Getting backk to the blog
Moonspellwitchy: Getting back to the blog: "Gosh haven't written on here in a while i actually kept forgetting to write and then a friend on twitter reminded me i still had a blog than..."
Getting backk to the blog
Gosh haven't written on here in a while i actually kept forgetting to write and then a friend on twitter reminded me i still had a blog thanks witchsilverblade and hope u feel better soon #hugs#
OK so my life since the last time i wrote on here as been busy. My little boy started nursery cant believe he is at nursery already. Feel like his growing to quick he will be four in January #shock# and he already as a girlfriend at three whats he going to be like when his a teenager lol Anyway he loves it but i am a bit sad because i feel like his to independent already #sigh# and i still have no sign of number 2 ever happening. I did actually think i was preg this month 3 days late not like me i am never late so i felt a little hope then was crushed when she finally arrived its getting a bit to much now :-(
As for the diet its not happening lol But i vow to start again Monday as i really would like a Chinese tonight lol as for the diabetes i am trying to block this out i really don't want to have this disease and i know i have no choice but i seem to block it out as much as i can till i feel ill then i try to be good but its not easy i am not one for being told wot to do .
As for my witchy studies i really need to get back into this again also as i have also let this slip. I am not very good at keeping at things am i i need a kick up the backside
This is my favourite season i love autumn i love how the leaves change colour and the lovely reds oranges and golds and then of course we have samhaim and i will be honouring my ancestors and also this will be my first samhaim and i am pretty excited can feel the energy in the air already :-)
OK think that's it for now I almost forgot i also go engaged also :-)
have a blessed day everyone )0(
OK so my life since the last time i wrote on here as been busy. My little boy started nursery cant believe he is at nursery already. Feel like his growing to quick he will be four in January #shock# and he already as a girlfriend at three whats he going to be like when his a teenager lol Anyway he loves it but i am a bit sad because i feel like his to independent already #sigh# and i still have no sign of number 2 ever happening. I did actually think i was preg this month 3 days late not like me i am never late so i felt a little hope then was crushed when she finally arrived its getting a bit to much now :-(
As for the diet its not happening lol But i vow to start again Monday as i really would like a Chinese tonight lol as for the diabetes i am trying to block this out i really don't want to have this disease and i know i have no choice but i seem to block it out as much as i can till i feel ill then i try to be good but its not easy i am not one for being told wot to do .
As for my witchy studies i really need to get back into this again also as i have also let this slip. I am not very good at keeping at things am i i need a kick up the backside
This is my favourite season i love autumn i love how the leaves change colour and the lovely reds oranges and golds and then of course we have samhaim and i will be honouring my ancestors and also this will be my first samhaim and i am pretty excited can feel the energy in the air already :-)
OK think that's it for now I almost forgot i also go engaged also :-)
have a blessed day everyone )0(
Thursday, 26 August 2010
Moonspellwitchy: Fed up
Moonspellwitchy: Fed up: "OK so the reason i am fed up is because i am ill yet again with a stomach problem. I just would like to feel normal again Like i used to fee..."
Fed up
OK so the reason i am fed up is because i am ill yet again with a stomach problem. I just would like to feel normal again Like i used to feel #sigh# Don't feel like i will ever have another child because i cant seem to feel well. All though my blood sugars have now come down a little i still am feeling rough arrggg
is anyone else out there diabetic? or ttc maybe we could help each other
right that's my rant over with lol
As for other news my little boy went to see Ben and Holly out of Ben and Holly's little kingdom at our local shopping centre he loved it and got a free magazine and dvd so if they come near you and your kids are fans i recommend going :-)
i am still looking for pen pals if any ones intrested then leave me a msg
blessed be x
is anyone else out there diabetic? or ttc maybe we could help each other
right that's my rant over with lol
As for other news my little boy went to see Ben and Holly out of Ben and Holly's little kingdom at our local shopping centre he loved it and got a free magazine and dvd so if they come near you and your kids are fans i recommend going :-)
i am still looking for pen pals if any ones intrested then leave me a msg
blessed be x
Monday, 23 August 2010
Penpals
Forgot to say in my last post i am looking for penpals from anywhere hopefully english speaking because its the only language i know lol so if anyones intrested leave me ur e-mail or e-mail me or if ur on twitter then dm me
i am going now lol
blessed be x
i am going now lol
blessed be x
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