Getting backk to the blog

Gosh haven't written on here in a while i actually kept forgetting to write and then a friend on twitter reminded me i still had a blog thanks witchsilverblade and hope u feel better soon  #hugs#

OK so my life since the last time i wrote on here as been busy. My little boy started nursery cant believe he is at nursery already. Feel like his growing to quick he will be four in January #shock# and he already as a girlfriend at  three whats he going to be like when his a teenager lol Anyway he loves it but i am a bit sad because i feel like his to independent already #sigh# and i still have no sign of number 2 ever happening. I did actually think i was preg this month 3 days late not like me i am never late so i felt a little hope then was crushed when she finally arrived its getting a bit to much now :-(

As for the diet its not happening lol But i vow to start again Monday as i really would like a Chinese tonight lol as for the diabetes i am trying to block this out i really don't want to have this disease and i know i have no choice but i seem to block it out as much as i can till i feel ill then i try to be good but its not easy i am not one for being told wot to do .

As for my witchy studies i  really need to get back into this again also as i have also let this slip. I am not very good at keeping at things am i i need a kick up the backside

This is my favourite season i love autumn i love how the leaves change colour and the lovely reds oranges and golds and then of course we have samhaim and i will be honouring my ancestors and also this will be my first samhaim and i am pretty excited can feel the energy in the air already :-)

OK think that's it for now I almost forgot i also go engaged also :-)

have a blessed day everyone )0(